Not a bad kind of fuckit but more of a lackadaisical lost a little give-a-shit kinda fuckit. It’s a good fuckit. I’m enjoying it.
and the candle smells amazing too
P.S. Nobody should feel this good after chemo. I almost feel guilty for feeling as well as I do. A little tired, queasy from time to time and a lot less focused but nothing I’d expected or envisioned. YAY ME!