Not a bad kind of fuckit but more of a lackadaisical lost a little give-a-shit kinda fuckit.  It’s a good fuckit.  I’m enjoying it.

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and the candle smells amazing too :)

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P.S.  Nobody should feel this good after chemo.  I almost feel guilty for feeling as well as I do.  A little tired, queasy from time to time and a lot less focused but nothing I’d expected or envisioned.  YAY ME!